Laughable.

It is rarely easy

To find a bright side of life.

It seems

There is simply no light

At the end of this tunnel

We call life.

I get so sick

And so tired

Of just keepin’ on.

I can not hold my head up

Anymore.

Too depressed to be awake,

Too anxious to sleep,

Too tired to function..

Can not keep my head

Above the water,

Also

Can not quite sink

Into the abyss.

Before I know it,

I have not only failed

Myself

But also the few left around me.

I am stuck.

I am so intensely trapped

In an invisible box.

There is no way out,

No key,

No answers

To the madness,

Or lack there of.

All I can do,

The only thing there is left-

I laugh.

Oh, the irony

Of it all.