Tsunamic.
For far too long
I have let the tsunamic waves of my mind
Shred my flesh
And destroy my soul.
I once beckoned for the oceans
To flood my eyes
And streams to flow
Down my face,
I craved the relentless burn
Of the acidic drops,
Dripping from my chin onto my chest,
Seeping through,
Scarring my soul..
All of this,
Simply a wish for release
Of the chaos residing within.
Until one day
I decided.
For far too long
I have let the tsunamic waves of my mind
Rule my existence.
I once used the effects of the tsunami
As a release of all the pains,
But I would no longer.
Instead, I would pour ink from my veins,
I would stain paper
Instead of souls,
I would scar the world
And not my own
That I might be seen,
That I might be heard,
And that I might help someone save herself
From the tsunamic waves
Of her own mind.